Satisfied ?

Life is just bare shitty now. My mom doesn't understands me, well that's always been that way. In fact she just made my life worst. She's always crticizing me and points out my flaws. Wtf? Is THAT what a mother should do? I don't even know what to say now. I can't be and won't be like your favorite son okay? So just get over it. Gosh. What is with parents nowadays? They tell us things that we shouldn't do when they are far worst. She said that I always don't do the dishes and stuff like that, padahal when she makan.. bersepah, tinggal sini, tinggal sana, atas meja, chocolate wrappers, SHE LA MAKAN. And she's judging ME? Sometimes thinking about it is suicidal. And guess what mom? I'm inherited by YOU. So it's basically your fault that i'm like this. I know you love me and only want the best of me, but the only thing you're doing it pushing me away. So congrats, that went well.

Babi la sakit hati sial. Dah la manusia kat skola buat hal, and now at home. It's like stuffing shit down my throat when I'm already treated like one.