Knowing that someone 7000 miles away who you haven't even met actually care for you and your feelings also for just being yourself. Seems to be making my day. It's like giving you a reason not to give up, or somehow to belief on something that you thought you'd lost. I'm sure hell that I'm thankful, to have that kind of person in my life. That's like him. Or should I be worried that I'm actually falling for him, everyday. His my first thought when I wake up in the morning, and my last when I go to bed. The scariest thought is the question wether he feels the same way? That your heart skips a beat whenever you talk to him, that you smile whenever you think about the silly things he does when his around you, or ( cyber around ) :D And these questions keeps ligering on and on. The question that's stuck in almost every infuated teenager's head, does he feels the same way too? Or maybe that you're just so into him that you can't even realise that you're just making a fool out of yourself. What is this feeling? When he makes your heart flutter even by doing absolutely nothing, and gives you the usual stinging tears in your eyes when you thought about letting go.
I've been where I am before, and this feeling didn't last. Even when I promised myself that it would but things changed. What if things changed now too ? I can't even bare thinking about it, but yet I'm writing it out. Lol. You know where there are times when it's just a lesson for us to learn? When that someone is a person who passes our life for us to learn out of? I'm scared that this is one of it. Even if it shatters hearts, it's probably worth it if i'm with you. I don't wanna restart my heart anymore.

Never listen to Lady Papa's song when writing something like this, it's just very very out of the mood. Noted.

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